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Sarah
24 October 2008 @ 01:57 pm
I don't know if anyone watches the show Lost on here, but I am an absolutely HUMONGOUS fan! I love that show so much.

So here's the story.

Last month my cousin died. So my mom, Donovan, and I flew to California for the memorial. We landed at LAX in Los Angeles, California and made our way down to baggage claim. My mom wondered off to the bathroom while we were waiting for our luggage to come through. While i was standing and just sort of staring in a daze i realized that this guy who just walked by me looked awfully familiar. Taking a second to collect my thoughts i realized that it was or certainly looked like Micheal Emerson, or BEN from lost! I immediately began calling Brian because he is a huge fan of the show also, and finally he answered. I began to pace around the baggage claim trying to get a good look at the guy, and realized it MUST be him. Weird thing was, no one was even looking his way and I mean this guy is one of the stars of the show! Lost isn't like some underground T.V. show, it's pretty popular and know. So why is no one looking his way? This made me think that it wasn't him. Still on the phone with Brian, i realize the Michael Emerson "look-alike" is making is way out of baggage claim towards the bathrooms and elevators. I felt like I had lost my chance and disappointment began to set in. Brian egged me on to go find him and to confront him with this pondering question I couldn't help but think. SO, I walk out of baggage claim and lean against the wall next to the bathroom, thinking possibly that Michael Emerson went inside the men's bathroom. Still on the phone with Brian, discussing how i hope i didn't miss my chance of meeting Michael Emerson, I glance to my right and see him make his way out of the bathroom and then lean against the wall outside the bathroom just as I was. I make eye contact with him. As soon as that happened, besides looking like some creepy stalker girl, i decided to explain myself and ask if he was in fact, Michael Emerson. He proceeds with the response "I am." In the exact tone as Ben from lost would have said those words in. Brian still on the phone i make a complete fool of myself. Some how i converted back to a 16 year old girl for those few minutes of talking to him. I became all squeaky and nervous and i was shaking! I don't know why. It wasn't like this guy was Brad Pitt or someone huge, he was just Michael Emerson from Lost, and yet i was behaving the same as I would if it were Jennifer Aniston or John Krasinski. After talking to him about where he was from and telling him how much myself and my boyfriend adored the show (Brian was still on the phone all the while, pretty excited himself. I could hear him going "oh my god it really is him! I can hear him!"), had him say hi to Brian and realized it was probably time to end the conversation before I became even more annoying or embarrassing to myself. I ended it by saying "alright, well it was great to meet you and thank you for being so cool". THANK YOU FOR BEING SO COOL? wow i really was 16 for a second.

Well anyway, he was very nice. He didn't act at all annoyed or stuck up. I was surprised to be seeing him at a public airport, but later that night i saw him walking out with a woman carrying her luggage. I'm not sure who it was, maybe his wife or sister, or something. I didn't ask for an autograph or a picture, number one because i didn't want to go there with the obnoxiousness. number two because i was on my phone so i couldn't use that, and i didn't have a camera with me. And reason number three because i had all of my carry-on shit in my hands that i chose for some reason to carry with me during the minor stalking of Michael Emerson, rather than leave it with Donovan.

After that i went up to my mom and told her the story. Of course she had no idea who i was talking about because she has never seen the show, but she was excited for me. All in all, i can say the trip went pretty well, minus the memorial for my cousin Matt. That was very sad, and I beieve that it was a good time for me to mourn his death.
 
 
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Sarah
09 October 2008 @ 05:40 pm
Comment if you don't want to be cut. Otherwise, see ya<3

FRIENDS CUT

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Sarah
11 June 2007 @ 12:23 pm
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do
 
 
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Sarah
27 April 2007 @ 12:58 pm
 
 
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Sarah
21 March 2007 @ 08:59 am
ok so i have to work tonight and i am miserable. i really want to go in bc i need the money but i just feel so crappy that i feel like i cant. its so hard being a waitress when you feel good let alone being one when you dont. i just need money so bad argh. i wish that i was feeling better. this sucks.
 
 
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Sarah
16 March 2007 @ 04:00 pm
i hate going out to eat these days. Nothing is ever what it seems, you pay outrageous prices for small portions, poor service, etc! As a waitress that is sad to say. I like to make sure my customers get the best service, what they are paying for, and if there is a mistake i make sure it is fixed. i went to eat at midnight espresso cafe and it was just so annoying. FIRST they had me move because they needed to put a vent where i was sitting. THEN they spray painted it so i had a headache from the smell- youd think they would be smart enough to wait until after hours to do something like that?. then this stupid guy who im guessing was the manager kept coming over and talking to me about stupid shit it was almost an insulting conversation or atleast i felt insulted by what he was saying. I ordered something that could have been better if i just went to la pita or something for a lot less money, but stupid me wanted to stay close to home. The order claimed it came with a soup or salad, and rice and you could add hummous for 1.50 total being around 14.50. I got my bill and it was 18.50??? how in the world did it get that high?? so i asked the waitress and she said the meal was 14.50 not 12.50 which is not what the menu said and that rice didnt come with it even though it said it did, so she had to charge for that which was around 3 dollars? GOD. if thats what you want to charge put it in the freaking menu. Not fair at all. i just paid and left pissed off. Lately it just seems like no matter what it is i am paying so many hidden charges its ridiculous. At the Senate they charge us like almost a dollar for a side of ranch and bbq sauce EACH! i mean seriously? i just want to scream! No wonder im broke everywhere i go seems to rip me off some way or another.
 
 
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Sarah
20 February 2007 @ 01:46 pm
I want a puppy so bad!!! ugh its killing me. My mom is moving away soon taking Sedona with her i am am just so sad:( i love my little sedona i dont want him to go far away. So i guess i will just have to get my own little munchkin. Unfortunately they are so freaking expensive. But maybe if all of us go in on one it wont be that bad. I want one so badly!! *sigh*
If anyone know someone with puppies to adopt, let me know! i really want to get another toy poodle bc they are the sweetest things ever. But i will be happy with other small dogs also:)
 
 
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Sarah
02 February 2007 @ 11:14 am
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i have more but ill post them all later.
 
 
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Sarah
26 January 2007 @ 10:41 am
Last night my brother and his wife had their baby! January 25, 2007- 11:40pm - 7lbs. 18oz. - 20.5 in. - dark hair - dark eyes! I WANT ONE!
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Sarah
31 December 2006 @ 02:29 am
i miss my boyfriend. funny because hes sitting right next to me...but hes mad at me and so it feels like hes a million miles away from me and it makes me sad. i guess its my fault though, i was mean he says. i wasnt trying to be mean, i just was being silly which normally he doesnt take so seriously but this time he did. hes just so cute and sweet, i dont like hurting his feelings. not to mention hes wearing a really cuddly shirt right now and it makes me ache to be held by him. i love his arms. they are always so warm and calming and conforting and gentle....i could go on. ugh. we havent been in a fight for a long time, i dont like them. i tried to apologize but he said "too bad its too late". sometimes when he rejects my apologies i feel like crying, but that would just make the situation worse so i guess i will just sit here on his computer while he sits there.. two feet away working on his other computer. atleast i have my ipod to listen to.
 
 
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